I hate...

Im so sorry.....
Try getting your friend help...tell someone if you really care for care. But as for you, you are beautiful...dont let other people put those things inside your head....I feel the same as if I was gone no one will miss me. Just like you..im losing everything and everyone....but I think its just my depression...or me?? But you gotta stay strong...but I am here for you if you ever need to talk. I know exactly how you feel...exactly. Its like looking in the mirror.

I never believed the people when they told me that bullies where mean because they were miserable inside, and they are looking for someone to put their pain on. Now that I'm older I see just how true it is. I've been in the in crowd, I've been in the less than amazing crowd, and you know what both sides are the same. One seems to have it all together and power, but inside they are rotting from fear, pain, and hurt. When they put you down, it shows how insecure they are. It's the honest truth, not just something I'm saying, I've seen it. I've lived it. I've hated seeing how people treat others and I know they do it because they lack something inside of themselves they do not have. The people who put you down are parasites who feed off the misery of beautiful beings. It doesn't matter what you look like, you are beautiful...a perfectly constructed human being who has protons, electrons, cells, and blood flowing through your body like any other human. Human. not any different. We all bleed red. Anyone who puts you down is using you to make themselves feel great, but at the end of the night they are in just as much or more pain than yourself. They may hurt you now, but you can take a stand. If you can say I'm beautiful and I don't need your approval, they will be outstounded, but you have to believe it 100 % otherwise it's just a statement. It takes a while to believe it, but it is possible.

I don't even know you but I can tell you that no matter what people say they are just trying to make you feel insecure because they are insecure. And that teacher? What a load of bull. I know if any of my teachers had said something like that,I would have went off and told him thats why his wife cheated on him. You are worth 12 of those bullies.

High school sucks... horribly.
Ever think of homeschooling?
I do it, I did K12..
Look into it.. I decided to do it, because of the bullying. I was being called a whore, a skank, a fat ugly ass bitch, etc. Everyone hated me. I had lost sooo many friends in less than three weeks. I was never popular, I was never the cool kid, I was the girl that everyone knew about, for all the wrong reasons. Shortly after my boyfriend and I broke up on Christmas last year since he was cheating on me, everything started. The rumors that I was pregnant, that I smoked crack, or pot, that I should go kill myself since I wasnt wanted. Well, the more I started hearing the harsh, negative comments, I started believing every word. I can honestly say, I've been cutting myself deeply since the sixth grade. And in the past year, I've attempted suicide seven times. Almost succeeded twice. Honestly, there isn't a day that goes by when I don't think about trying again, hoping third times a charm. But, I think about my true love.. wherever he may be.. he's out there. Waiting for me. I think about my younger brothers, and my baby sister on the way. I'm a role model to them... how would they feel if I were gone? How would they think of me? It takes everything in me every day to say no to every urge out there. This whole depression, bipolar, bullying thing... made me so much stronger, and a much better person. I've changed my ways, and bettered myself, and I'm still working on it. But my point is, LOOK INTO HOMESCHOOLING! It would be amazing for you, and would make a huge difference in your life! The bullying stops, it takes time.. but everyone will forget what ever happened to you in that school. you'll feel better about yourself, you can focus on YOU, and not those cocky bitches in school. Believe me.. look into it. Talk to your parents, explain all the benefits it'll do. Explain that bullying is the number one reason why teens commit suicide, it helped my parents commit to letting me do it.
It does get better, I promise you, <3
If you need anything... no matter what it is, feel free to message me. I'd be more than happy to help you :3

Im realyy sorr. i hope everything goes better. Lets ee i am always here for you. i Need to make new friends. im in the poation ur in.

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It's really hard over coming rumors I know this for a fact people like to believe lies and not the truth but the thing is you know the truth and if they don't believe you then they are the ones who are stupid and tell someone about that teacher he crossed a major line

Hey there,

Don't believe a word of what that teacher said. He's probably just one of those guys that if something doesn't work out in their favor, or is having issues, take it out on someone else. I have a boss like that, if he gets into fights with his wife at home he comes and takes it out on us. That teacher's words are not worth your precious time.

Rumors are terrible. Whoever's out there knows I've been there. It's hard when people tell you to ignore such things because it's kind of impossible to when everyone around you seems to judge you based on it.
High school doesn't last forever, there is still a whole part of life that you haven't experienced yet, and it does get better. Once your out, the people who start the rumors end up being the childish pathetic ones. Don't let them get you down.

I am sorry anyone has to go through with this.

Believe me, I know. I've been through it too just don't listen to people and keep your head high.

From fourth grade up until now people have called me a lesbian(which I am not) Just because I have a really short haircut. Things even led to people ganging up on me in the bathrooms and beating me. My mom only thought I was doing in for attention and even told me to grow up one time I came home crying. And the teachers at that school even seen it and they didn't do a thing because the bullies where a bunch of stupid ballplayers.

As for your friend she sounds a lot like one of mine. Try to get her help and let her know that you need her. Sometimes when someone says they are going to commit suicide its because they feel like they are not needed.